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Thursday, July 10, 2008

In to days post i just wan to say wat i wan to say

well to start off i wan to say tks for u all ppl hu are my friends even cheng yu hu irritates me ALOT .
now i just wan to say is it really so hard to be kind to ppl.Like for example is it really so hard to keep myself from irritating kp and disturbing him though he is like dam sad already,sometimes i also wonder y i do that maybe is because i can so i can .So all that i can do now to change is like maybe meditate on it and KP im sorry though i won stop irritating u cause is quite hard .

Now i wan to talk bout secret .Y wen someone tells u a secret and tell u not to tell others u WILL ALWAYS tell others bout it although u no that it does harm or makes that person life terrible when exposed , well some ppl are like that even me sometimes so im srry to ppl that secrets i have exposed .Is it really so hard to keep a secret , well it is but just wan to let u no that i will try to keep ur secrets that u have entrusted me with .

Next topic is on love .Y ppl try at all means to wan to love a person when all the person does is to bring u pain and misery and sometimes u try to convince urself that that person is doing all this because of u and than when he disappears u try to convince urself again that it is all ur fault untill u find out one day that he won come back and u cry urself out till the point of death.
But as time goes by ur so call love will cease to exist and u wonder to urself wat is tis love that ppl try so hard to obtain but will only cause u pain and misery .
sometimes i think that the opposite of love is not hate but indifference because after all that u have giv nothing comes back wat other emotions do u have left .Tks mom

Y m i talking so much of all this subject is because do u ever think to urself wat will happen if the world were to end tomorow wat do u wan to do .Well for me all i wan to do is to sms everyone that i no to say tks for the joy that u all have brought me in my this few yrs and than get my fav book and read it on my bed till i die .
But before u die have u though bout wat u have done for ppl without return and wat hav u contributed to the world except to kill it slowly .Well truefully to tell u i don think i hav done anithing for the world and u all ppl so do u think will heaven accept u in ,well i don so im trying to change slowly giv me time .srry world

Is it really so hard to tell ppl wat u think and how u feel because my mom always says that i keep things to myself but do u really wan to hear wat i hav .Sometimes it is not that easy and sometimes painfull for us to keep things inside ourself but we cannot say it out for fear of ppl really knowing u .
times i think to myself do ppl really know u as i do myself ,even though u can carry out ur happy face every day and make ppl think that nothing happen but well u can lie to every one but urself and know that all is not well .Is it really worth it to keep things to urself and go through life like this and at the end of the day u lie to everyone till u don even know is this the real u.
.Im trying not to keep things to myself but its not easy saying wat i wan to say ......
I don no y i said all this to day , maybe is for me to say wat i wan truefully for once and to say my tks to ppl in my life .

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