Sunday, April 26, 2009
I see you when I'm dreaming, even more when I'm awake. You rob from my soul and it is my heart you take.
k today wake up and had mac for breakfast HOTCAKES YUM YUM spam maple n butter (2 maple box and 4 butter haha ) super sweet yay
got force by my mom to cut hair lol ... now looks like shit and she dare say short is better CRAP LOR....so came back and started doing maths till like 5 omg im like so weak in maths half of the question i attempted din even know how to do sian lor
recently got addicted to resturaunt city and mouse hunt haha damn fun sia ...i have a soda dispenser in my shop liao hor don look down on me or i set the gold mouse i caught at u hor haha
getting bored nowadays
missed bb liao ...din wake up around 7 on a sat ...feels damn weird ...and no need to rush for anything also feels weird
thing i miss bout bb is the fun i had with the others the even though we mostly get scolded haha
also sat mornig is like time away from stuff i have but now i just stay at home and get nag at by my mom and do work sian lor
sian need to go off liao ...i will be back around 8 I HOPE HAHA
the thing u are doing to me now is just leaving me hanging on a line....but i just cant bear to cut the line that connects us...though its killing me bit by bit
Labels: The heart has its reasons that reason knows nothing of.
Puppy Love <3
6:09 PM
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Dreams are which the mind conceives, the heart desires, and the soul believes.
k yest bb offically ended for the sec 4 ....mean we can step down liao...
but the feeling is more of a sad than happy unlike 1 month ago when we were thinking steooing down will be damn cause no more bb liao
but yest...we found out that wasnt true ....sadness came to most of us when we think about not getting to have fun with all oour friends and just hanging out together....will miss those memories of just playing a fool with one another and maybe even the SPIRAL STAIRCASE (oni few ppl know haha ) but still its not like bb really ended for us all...we can still come back though it won be as fun as being boys liao haha
so yest wen to school at bout10 to polish my boots and stuff than nat came 5 min later than kp...i thought we were early sia but THE GBS THERE LIAO DOING DRILL sick sia ...
had a practice before lunch ....
before i had my lunch i was called into the office to see my officers with a few other sec 4 like wilson , mitch , cy and such telling us that we won be promoted cause of various reason for me which was inspection fail...and that we should feel upsad and such but frankly speacking i wasnt upsad at all just regret not working hard enough but still when i first join bb i don even axpect to even become a staff-sgt at all and thats kinda enough liao....
so the real thing started and it was all well
took pics whenever we could even in the church haha before it started lol
oh oh new csm is raxton and bsm is kokyong lol....though raxton is as ass sometimes but u must addmit that he can controll ppl well and has good leadership haha
.....tried to take pics with everyone but failed cause couldnt find everyone haha....wah amazingly the guys seem to take more pics that the gals haha
THE RETURN OF THE SKKKKKK haha
i look nerdy haha lol
so proud of his food sia
*HEY WAT U LOOKING AT ...THE FOOD IS MINE
ROADSIDE BEGGARS joke lol
It's not who you are to the world, it's who you are to me. It's not how many times I say I love you... it's how much I really do.
Labels: but there is only one rose., There may be many flowers in a man's life
Puppy Love <3
4:57 PM
Friday, April 17, 2009
"Maybe if you can't get somebody out of your head, they're supposed to be there
whoooo last day of the week
wen to school first thing i wan buy is green tea but i found out that all the shops are closed cause the sec 3 are doing some international friendship day thing and is selling food....i immediatly knew it was a scam A SCAM its a freaking scam every year lor
so recess wen down and wen around seeing and as i knew it A SCAM but i bought some kueh and watermelon juice that totally don taste like watermelon wtc ....
than there was this game where u are like suppose to be blind folded and u are suppose to whack this pot hanging in the air and inside got prize so ye and keith wen to play it while i video it (lazy don feel like posting hah )first try ye din follow my voice so he end up whacking the wrong place cause the auntie voice was louder than mine so he cant hear it so lost ...but he was so engross in it he wen and paid for another try while keith kok almost whack us instead haha....second time ye played he finally listen to my voice and i was screaming like mad and he was so fed up he smash the pot so hard the prizes flew so far cant find haha ...so in the end oni 1.60 was found instead of 2 dollar and a bag of sweets was his haha ...he damn happy
recess end still hungary so manage to convince mr liang to give us a whole box of biscuits is those metal cartoon box haha ....but i din eat any:( all give ppl sia
after school played frisbee till ben came out and we wen to bubble tea ...than wen to j8 for mac ...oh bryan also caught a bee in the metal box haha ...but i pity it cause they like keep disturbing it so i let it go after they finish mac lol ....damn cute sia the bee
when home later
oh oh i was like walking to my house from the mrt station and there was this field beside it and there was 2 china girls one bigger than the other bout 19 yrs like that than they were fighting .....the smaller size de keep like scratching the bigger one and pulling her shirt than the big one turn round and punch her in the face than ttrip her to the ground and whack her ...they like fought all the way to a drain sia wtf...din manage to catch the whole show cause going home haha
My thoughts are free to go anywhere, but it's suprising how often they head in your direction
Labels: and You are the music., If God is the DJ, then Life is the dance floor; Love is the rhythm
Puppy Love <3
5:07 PM
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
laugh at much as you breathe and love as long as u live
i wen to school
played a fool
and drown in a pool
lol just some lame shit ...don blame me im bored:)
kkkk walk to school as normal from mrt ....saw quite a interesting sky
it was like fluffy and have a bit redish colour and it was like all seperated like cotton candy like that .....i wan to munch on it lol...think it may be yummy
FRIED FOOD DAY today ....got extra rice and spam all the meat there lol ...end up DAMN FULL FEEL LIKE PUKE lol ryhmes haha
like starting of last month i began seeing sec 3 playing frisbee with their own frisbee
THEY ARE NOT SUPPOSE TO HAVE ONE ONI THE SEC 4 CAN HAVE ARRRR POSER SIA and worst of all they are not that good either but well sec 3 nia just started wat can u expect lol ....make me think of last yr first few time play frisbee ....more thrashing of the frisbee than thrashing other teams LOL HAHA
wah than ppl scare me sia say wat got ss test so i was like chionging it trying to memorise it TILL someone say it was source based WTH y cant ppl tell me earlier waste my time sia -.-
played a joke on david with ivan today (well mostly everyday )but toda more fun.....first ivan took like 9 of his markers from his bag (hes just sitting there sia wth ) and gave it to me ....manage to unzip wanyee bag n put 5 in it and put the rest in victorias bag HAHA DAMN JOKE HE DIN EVEN REALISE IT
so the boredom of him not finding it was getting to us and at that time we saw his wallet HAHA and we took it ...i put it in my pocket and he oni found out 30 min later wth damn slow sia and started asking all the wrong ppl for it ....so after like 20 min i threw it back to him and best part was he hardly even suspect me lol ...oh and he din find the marker till we told him later DAMN JOKE HADA GREAT LAUGH .....
wen around playing mind games on ppl telling them to check their bag for things missing when nothing was missing ...seeing them check their bag was damn joke can so laugh at it sia ...CHEAP THRILLS lol
wen mrt with mel cause everyone was like having english sub...guess ppl like me too stupid for it don even wan me in it lol:) but at least im having fun here UNLIKE THEM .....
the world is a stage but the play is badly cast
wellnevermind.idonwantopressureyouanymore.thoughiwishforananswertoit.maybeonedayyouwilltellmetheansweryourself.untilthanallicandoiswait
Labels: “The doors we open and close each day decide the lives we live
Puppy Love <3
4:20 PM
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Sometimes you just have to let go and try to start over again
but i just cant do that
k whooooo yest pft ..start from morning i tell u wat happen cause quite fun
morning wake up bout 9 like that had this DAMN random dream...k this is how it started
I was in irab or iraq (watever) and i was like suppose to buy dinner for everyone ...they wanted to eat fish so i wen down to buy food....BUT all they sell WAS CURRY N PRATA *wth and so i just bought curry first (don no y )and i saw keith and jeevan sitting on the road so i ask them where to buy fish from n they pointed me to a direction (keith was eating a chicken or pork chop ON A STICK ) k so i wen in that direction n out of nowhere got a hdb hub and there was this uncle selling fried fish so i wen up to buy from him , he took the money liao and don wan to give me the fish and wen i took it he tried to attack me sia wth ....but lucky i attack back N WON YAY :) and wen i was walking back i saw desmond(the sec 5 one) smiling n hoping away in the HDB hub
so thats the end of my dream DAMN RANDOM LOL
k so wen to j8 at 11 to meet with the guys for lunch - nat , ye , keith , bryan , wilson and ben
wat u are about to hear later is all part of a greater plan LOL
first we decide to go j8 food junction and ben was late so we decide to eat first ....i got some omelatte noodle thing with ye and nat keith bought beef noodle n wilson bought chicken rice ...so after we all eat finish we decide to play this game (ben was still late )
we mix my left over chicken parts that i spit out with nat spit , dark sauces ,soup and some other crap from everywhere and mix it up ...that was suppose to be the punishment for the loser .....the game was some thing where ppl say wat they never do and if the rest do before they lose a life ...each had 10 life to startwith
so we all damn hum and don wan play the game cause the punishment too SIAO and at this time ben come HAHAHAAAA *all look at him n idea pop out (ben im srry its all for the fun of it )
we made it look like it was all never plan before and in the end i oni left 2 live withben n nat with 2 lives WTH so lucky ye manage to get ben to lose HAHa n he DRANK IT wtf i look at it already feel like pucking liao lor lol
so later left j8 n made our way to school PFT STARTS
oh oh i manage to do 17 chin ups (kirb don belive ) YAY im so proud of myself :) and manage to get most of it a and 2 b for the test ....oh oh and my shuttle run was like a damn nice number A PERFECT 9.00 SEC lol
so after that wen natasha house for geo project with david ben joey n abby but end up listening to music n taking pics for bout 30 min like some cam whore like that wth-.- wen to island creamery for ice cream ...damn nice but too bad no sticker ARHHHHHHHH-.-
TODAY
had 2.4 run got a 10.45 wah miss A by 4 sec damn sad but still i think over all i will get gold yay :)
maths - never did her homework cause forgot bout it but can sit down cause i had been a good boy handing up my work everytime so she gave me a second chance lol U DON THINK HAND UP MY WORK RIGHT u good :(
k so had another sub during his again n he was like shouthing instead of teaching lor but we not even listening feel kinda bad ...oh and a treee just crashed into a fence of our school damn cool ...oh oh and there was this damn nice rainbow and its ROUND like surrounding the sun like that FREAKING COOL LOR during recess:)
oh yar i also bought the number one t today cause my mom think threw away my second pe shirt and the first one was washing so no shirt for pe no choice must buy lor
talk to kp today n made a conclusion ...THE WHOLE WORLD HATES ME its all a conspiracy that ur fake to like me ...the oni reason ur are not ignoring me is that im still of use ...it must be
....maybe its just me being pesimist again BUT HACK -.-
I may not mean much to you, but I do care and I all I want is for you to smile
wellijustgetthefeelingthatudonfeelthesamewayboutme.butforsomeoneelse.butwellhack.iwillwait
Labels: Never regret. If its good- its a memory. If its bad- its an experience.
Puppy Love <3
4:34 PM
Saturday, April 11, 2009
One makes mistakes; that is life.
But it is never a mistake to have loved.
k wen to school at bout 7.30 to polish my boots , thought would be the first one there but NOOO elroy there liao he came at 7 sia siao de...than polish my things lor there .
wah than in the enrolment rehearsel got ALOT of casualties sia like ppl fainting here and there and PROUDLY a bb boy was the first to faint lol .....
than wen the SPA guys wen up to rehearse for their award taking i feel kinda left out but hack hu can i blame for slacking lol sooooo have to live with it lor lol
than i kinda think i won be promoted this enrolment cause i like alot of badge never do sia but still being able to reach to my current rank is good enough liao
thinking of it next week is like the last parade for us before we step down (i think ) so i feel we will miss bb sia ....juts thinking bout it last month we were like wen is bb going to be over and now its going to be over soon we think bout all the fun we had in bb and the great bonds we mangae to achieve there and we kinda feel sad leaving BUT i think most of us will be coming back as primer YAY (*DO SIGN TO NAT BEN , YE the movie the sign lol )
so wen to j8 with our DP ( our inside joke ) but oni manage to eat one dessert before i left cause i got my taekwondo test at 3.....and i kinda got thrash in the first half of sparring but manage to get quite a few kicks on him though later lol .....
whooo com till 11 again cause mom go out with her friends yay
It takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them and a lifetime to forget them.
thats why i cant seem to forget you no matter how hard i try:D
welihaditwithallofthis...butimstillgoingtowaitforthatdaywhenyoumightfeelthesameway....causeyouarejusttoohardtoforget
Puppy Love <3
5:30 PM
Friday, April 10, 2009
BORED BORED BORED YUO TODAY IS BORED
woke up in the morning tio force by my mom to go eat breakfast WTH LOR cant u just let me sleep
wen to the market there to eat n bought prawn noodle n the service is HORRIBLE like ppl owe her money sia wth....than she go keep the plates right splash till me also never say anything just stare at me and walk away wtf lar
think she the oni noodle shop here meh
but hack wen back home n did my chinese than use com ...oh yar saw like this damn cute dog in the pet shop wah make me think of my last time the dog sia .. :(
going to watch THE KNOWING later ...hope it will be nice recent movie i watch suck lor
Any idiot can face a crisis - it's day to day living that wears you out.
imightreallyneverknowbuthackthetruthsucksmostofthetime...sometimesitmakemewonderisallofthethingsutoldmejustalietome...butstillihopeforthebest...causeseeingugivesmethatbitofhope
Labels: life cant be a dream cause dreams isnt like this
Puppy Love <3
5:04 PM
Thursday, April 9, 2009
God asks no man whether he will accept life. That is not the choice. You must take it. The only question is how
FRISBEE FRISBEE FRISBEE best game u can ever find
nnnnn im going to get a new one on monday I HOPE * cross fingers :)
sooooo today had my bio spa ...not as hard as i thought iw will be BUT mrs chow keep coming to my table and stare at my worksheet SCARE the shit out of me ....wah she mad me think i did something wrong lor made me check like for the next 20 min till i sian than don bother liao but in the end found out most ppl the answer same as mine SOOO :)
wah wah i think mr kom don like me leh , firstly he keep making me answer question that i don know
than today i was like sleeping than he come and bang my table and worst of all THE FREAKING GIRLS ONE ROW BEHIND ME WAS SLEEPING ALL 4 OF THEM wth lor ...did he bother them NOOOOOOOOOOO
than he made me keep my phone on the table though i never even use them AND ivan phone was right next to mine but he NEVER EVEN ASK HIM KEEP
k i think im hated by all students and teachers alike sia -.-
srp for maths today ....first 1 hr got singing by the girls esp abigail and yilin wah PUBLIC NUISANCE SIA .....next 30 min had a imaginary fight with kp using every single weapon we could think of...even got bazooka lor (don ask me why is it yellow )
afterwards wen down had bit of frisbee fun and wen back with timo n kp .....reach home and look at the skies....think bout some stuff ...
sometimes the heart sees what is invisible to the eye
plsdonevercrycauseitwasnevermyintentionforyoutofeelthisway....ijustwantedtoletyouknowhowifeel....
ireallydidtrytojustforgetboutthiswholething...forgetboutyou...causeijustcantstopthinkingboutyouanditstoomuchforme
sonowiwilljustgiveitmyallbutijustacceptthefactthatimayendupwithnothing
soplsdoncryandjustkeepsmilingandmaybeonedayihope...youmayfeelthesamewayboutmesomeday...someday,causeithinkthereissomeoneelseinyourheartnowandiknowitsnotme
Labels: cold water wakes you up from your dream...so im facing the truth and its not a pretty sight
Puppy Love <3
5:38 PM
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day, so I never have to live without you.
yo yest the monster elsagoth took our class for hist ....wth lor its like ppl cant be late ar and the reason for being late is class end late BUT I DON THINK SHE UNDERSTAND ......she wans like those ppl that come late to like ask her for permission to come in AND IN PERFECT ENG wth lor its a freaking his lesson not a eng lesson EVEN MY ENG TEACHER ALSO NOT LIKE THAT LOR
k than in class she don allow us to hug our bag WHY CAUSE I DON THINK SHE GOT ONE AND IS JEALOUS OF US
nnnn when i wanted to go to the toilet she gave me oni 30 sec BUT she gave ben 1 min wth bias lor .....u be glad i even ran kkk 50 sec go die ....
nnnnnn she called me n ben NATO which is no action talk oni wthwthwthwthwthwth
OH OH n frisbee is overtaking again whooo cause the tchouck ball ppl not hogging the court liao so FRISBEE YAY it rock......can u feel the fun of frisbee
wah that dumb yongen ....yest let him punch me he go whack the nerve part now damn pain lor (don even ask me y i let him whack me )
K after frisbee today lied down on the floor in the parade square bout 4.20 like that
Have u ever lied down on the floor and just look at the skies ...seeing the clouds move ever so slowly across the horizon and the shapes and form that it can take
So calm and relaxing just looking up to it , the moving clouds just seem to take over all your troubles and pain
The clouds and skies seem to always give me hope and peace in times of trouble , ever wonder during a storm , the clouds that seem so dark and menacing will ever end ...they never seem to but u can just count on it to show a ray of light soon after.
so just look up to the skies if u ever need anything and u may just find it
If you love something, set it free;
if it comes back it's yours,
if it doesn't, it never was.
and since i cant seem to get hold of u
im going to let it go and wait to see if it will ever be back
ireallytriedtojustforgetyouandgetyououtofmylifecauseireallycanttakeitanymore.....buttryingtoforgetyouwastoomuchtohandle andyoualwaysfindawaybackintomyheart
sonowigaveuptryingtoforgetyouandcontinuetogiveyoumyheart...butihavegaveuponyouevergivingmeyours
butplsjustkeepyouranswerstoyourselfcauseidonwantoknowanymore
Labels: i tried forgetting u cause its too much for me to take but everytime the feeling just get stronger
Puppy Love <3
6:09 PM
Friday, April 3, 2009
You can close your eyes to the things you do not want to see, but you cannot close your heart to the things you do not want to feel.”
Puppy Love <3
6:37 PM
Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending
k back and updating after like one week of sian-ness and work and test....AND ITS APRIL (3 days late ) lo but it means its one month closer to o lvl .....are u all excited I AM :) but first must start to buck up liao
k lets see this whole week is test and lots of work till no time for anything already sooooo i skip some work and use the time to watch tv yay kinda feel bad bout it but hack must relax or go splat ( IT RYHMES )
ohoh have i told u my chin teacher is mad....she say she wan to call our parents if u never hand up any or her work but u know wat SHE DON EVEN WAN TO TELL US WAT WORK WE NEVER HAND IN i think she just wan to call our parents lor
and this week my maths class i rotted in every class cause kishen not in school for like one week and hes my maths buddy lol ...maybe hes not here or u cant see him ( ei u racists ar ) JOKE KISHEN JOKE ......
din really have time for com cause as i said NO TIME
oh yar and the time table like change to become damn suck wk 2 monday 3 chem period straight WTH right im already like dieing after 2 period u ask me stay for 3 i die liao lar ...and he whole day only show video sia like it helps like that ...my chem is dieing and hes not even doing anything ....its time for me to study on my own but cant really understand it ...JK HELP
than wah the lit ppl always like get free period de lor
k lar nothing to write bout liao
this world is filled with lies
even from the people u trust and wanted the truth from
and it hurts the most when the truth is known but not through you
remember!evenifuaretothewholeworldjustoneperson...toonepersonyouarehiswholeworld
anditsnotyouarenotgoodenoughforanyone...itsthatnooneisgoodenoughforyou
Labels: i wan to burn the tree cause its too much for me to take but i get burn instead
Puppy Love <3
4:13 PM
